Well, I think are going to make bills this week. Scraping by, by just the skin of our teeth. I have filled out so many job application, talked to so many people, made so many phone calls. Then to top it off, my phone is now shut off because I can't afford a phone card. So if someone calls my phone, I will have no way to get the message. I am lucky to have a wonderful best friend though, she is going to get me a phone card next week. (Phew) My girl and I had a good day though, we went to the park for a bit, till everyone and thier mother showed up. I miss talking to my best friend on the phone. I am just waiting for the silver to show through my cloud. I am tired of clouds. I have things to be thankful for though, like a patient landlord, and help from my friends.
Joe and I are crazy to want to have another kid right now, but I want one. I really do. Joe and I deserve to have something to look forward too. I think my daughter deserves to be a big sister. I don't know when it will happen, for all I know I could be pregnant already. It feels like it is taking forever for me to find out, but I haven't even had my implanon out for a month yet, no bleeding, nothing. But , the Dr told me I could get pregnant immediatly. So, lets play the waiting game!
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